I just want to spend one day.. Just ONE day looking at him, admiring him and let him talk for the whole day. He can go on for hours about all the things all the feelings i dont mind.. I just want to be there and be with him and appreciate him and think how lucky i am to have him in my life. And i never want to forget how he smiles and laughs and talks and the way he would just look at me for no reason i just want to admire that look.. I want to admire him for one day. Just one day… Even though i know it wont be enough. But one day… Just one day. Im missing him so much and this much is nothing compared to any of the missings ive felt. Im aching for him and its the kind of missing where you just wanna be with him forever.
This is the worst worst worst the most terrible kind of missing ive ever experienced. Ive never cried this bad… Even though we just met like a few mins ago.
ok but do u realise how intimate it is to sleep fACING SOMEONE
and when you start to fall asleep and you keep kinda opening your eyes and drifting in and out, every time you open your eyes you see that person across from you, you look at them, and they’re sleeping facing you too and you make eye contact sometimes and you’re just LAYING THERE, GOING TO SLEEP, LOOKING AT EACH OTHER
DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW INTIMATE THAT IS